UPDATESSSSS

I HAVE SO MUCH TO UPDATEEEEEE =D
miss me yet?  finally i am back to blogging.
Wannna to use Chinese this time but then Chinese function was not installed when i sent my lappy to reformat.
=(
Anyway, let's just take a walk down my memory lane.

JUNE

Is someone's graduation!! <3

im been lucky enough to be there.

Thank God for his perfect timing as usually they have graduation on March.

So, God always nice to me even though i might have turn him down for so  many times.

So, i went to Sydney by my own. *Proud of myself*

HAHAHA i am a independent gal. lol

I went to shopping everyday but most of the time i am busying eating.

I just can't resist the food there *mouth drooling*

Here is the top five that i suggest if you happen to have chance travelling in Sydney.

Btw, the rate of popularity is solely depend on my perspective. Maybe you guys have different opinion.

1. Pancakes on  the rock. (the rock market)

Popularity: 9

You can share the pancake with your friend because it's in big portion. It costs ranging from AUD 12 to AUD 19. But, it's worth to try it.

Can you imagine people lining up all the way from the shop to the road in WINTER TIME. Now, you know it is a must place to go! 

2. Adriano Zumbo / Laduree

Popularity: 8

If you are a sweet lover or macaroon lover, these two places are definitely must be in your list. For me, i prefer Laduree (Westfield) because i tried on a macaroon from Adriano Zumbo (The star casino in the city) that tasted like baby powder? it's just not really my cup of tea. Maybe you guys like it so go have a try too. If i am not mistaken, the name of the  macaroon is baby powder macaroon? aint sure. A bit pricey for me lah. I have no money. =(

3. Max Brenner 

Popularity : 8

It's ma favourite place! For chocolate lovers, here is the heaven for you all. They have varies way to serve food with CHOCOLATE! They have pizza that spread with candies. Personally, i like to order waffles that serve with chocolate liquid OR fruits that serve with chocolate liquid. You guys can go for other choices which fit your preference.You can share it as well because is really BIG portion.

4. Chef gallery (Somewhere in the city?)

Popularity : 8

A well known chinese restaurant that even the non chineses willing to line up for the food. It's nice and delicious. You can their handmade noodles because they make it on the spot. So it's fresh. HAHAHA. 

5. Passion Flower

Popularity: 9

ICE CREAMMMMMMM. I love this shop because their ice cream has many pattern. Mind my malaysian english. The appearance of the ice cream itself is attractive enough. It totally appeal to your stomach. So, i think is a must place to go too!

I should attach my own photo but...... i can't transfer it from my phone. I promise i will put it in my next post. =D

When i was still with my curly hair lol

Thought of the day

Long time i do not post anything in my blog.

But, if i post something that must be something unhappy happened.

My happy post never gets to finish editing. Lol

today, just wanna throw a question that confused me.

Okay, it goes like this,

When you know that your best friend was closer with other friend (mutual friend) as compare to the relationship that you and her has. What is your reaction towards the matter?

For me, i think it sucks because you put so much hearts and efforts in nurturing the relationship yet it turned our to be like this. I think i do not deserve this kind of treatment.

The feeling is kind of like jealous? or it feels like what you have been nurtured is a waste and it turns into ash in a split of second. 

However, playing the question in my mind for some time, i realize that i actually shouldn't be jealous or angry over the matter as everyone has their right to choose who to become their closer friend . I just feel hurt because i am so NAIVE to think that as long i am good to my friends, they will return it to me as well. or maybe i am just a control freak?

Therefore, i cant be mad at anyone.

WHAT SAY YOU?

Need a fruitful advice or i keep playing the question in my mind.

PRETTY

Who doesn't want to be pretty?

Every girl wants to be pretty including me.

I also like to put on some make up.

I also like to be pretty.

AND,

I would make myself pretty.

EPIC FAIL

19 of august 2013

Monday

Bad day, i fail in the things that i supposed to do good,

devasted, i dont know how to continue anymore

I am a loser. 

HOLA

Had 2 weeks break

Flew over to kk a day earlier.

Still miss home terribly

But,

I left with no choice.

Wondering am i on the right path?

Till, i saw a video that gave me motivation and encouragement

I wish God can do his miracle through me.

However, sometimes, i am scare to take up the challenge.

Im just so timid. =(

Tomorrow going to have my fourth week of practical.

Hoping everything can be fine.

I  am trying my best, 

WISHING SOMEDAY I CAN INTEREST IN WHAT I AM DOING.

Here, is the video link, take a look at the video!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L4GghnTZIzk&feature=youtu.be

Wishing me luck in the fourth week of practical!

Things around my head

Finally, i got everything done.

Assignments, practical, Quizzzsss.

It was tired but i still managed myself to handle all these.

Many things happened since February.

I would say it was a hard time for me to go through all these.

Just let me briefly stated out what i had been through.

FEBURARY 

 Bad chinese new year EVER! Grandfather passed away. And, i bring the unbearable pain with me until now. (am planning to write about my feeling towards this incident but too bad i dont have time. Definitely will find time to write about it)

MARCH

Assignment periods 

*Struggling a lotttttt*

loading zombie transforming *65%...*

APRIL

Headache month

Having practical for a month

Slept LESS THAN 4 HOURS EVERYDAY.

Become sensitive and fought with person i care badly

Losing confidence in things that i hold dearly

Zombie transforming *99.9%...*

MAY

Celebrate finish my practical

Having nice dinner in La Fuente, spanish restaurant in One Borneo

Me with le pretty dress =) Mind my not pretty pose!

+

Watched 3D iron man 3 (tho the 3D effect was not vividly shown)

Tomorrow going for buffet in Windbell near Tanjung Aru there.

Excited! =)

Allow me to post something not related here.

Promise,

Abstract things when you do not have intention to make it true.

Concrete things when you have the intention to make it true.

Promise, 

It can break your heart badly.

It can keep you happy for whole day without any reason.

Promise,

It can makes you feel distant to a person even though the person is right beside you.

It can makes you feel closest to a person even though the person is thousand miles away from you.

Promise,

never easy to judge promise itself.

Nothing actually. Just dont want kill idea since i have mood to write 

Gonna prepare tomorrow quiz 

TADA

TOO MUCH WORK!!

Arghh, too much work!

I want to blog so much 

B--U--T--

i couldn't find time to blog.

So much things i wanna write about.

SIGH

I guess i need to bear with it.

After next week, should be a bit free

 just a littttllleee bit free (practical period)

So, would write something after next week. 

HOPEFULLY.

TOO MUCH WORK!!

Arghh, too much work!

I want to blog so much 

B--U--T--

i couldn't find time to blog.

So much things i wanna write about.

SIGH

I guess i need to bear with it.

After next week, should be a bit free

 just a littttllleee bit free (practical period)

So, would write something after next week. 

HOPEFULLY.

Waiting

How long can a person wait?

A day? A month? A year?

waiting is like waiting rains in drought.

torturing and hopeless.

Again, i am back to waiting zone.

我爱哭大声的哭,

你在身边我敢放肆的哭,

我爱哭偷偷的哭,

几句话语,

我的泪却 止不住,

留我一个躲在角落,

偷偷的哭,

我是爱哭鬼, 

我要哭掉对你的思念,

看着镜子里面没志气的脸,

 然后,越哭越后悔,

我是爱哭鬼,

我要哭掉对你的依恋,

我也知道自己这样子不对,

却还越哭越认真.

我不哭我不敢哭,

哭只会让视线变的模糊,

记忆会变更清楚.

Back to reality

After almost two months holidays, it's time for me back to reality = study life.

I MISS MY HOLIDAY! 

feel free at the beginning of semester, so i had created a blog. 

I used to think writing in a blog is like digging your own grave

It is because everyone gets to know everything about you from your head to your toes.

But, im just gonna give it a try.

so,you all will support me ya? =D

Stay tune for the post. 

LAST, 

Bye Holiday! I'll be back to you soon! =D