Long time i do not post anything in my blog.
But, if i post something that must be something unhappy happened.
My happy post never gets to finish editing. Lol
today, just wanna throw a question that confused me.
Okay, it goes like this,
When you know that your best friend was closer with other friend (mutual friend) as compare to the relationship that you and her has. What is your reaction towards the matter?
For me, i think it sucks because you put so much hearts and efforts in nurturing the relationship yet it turned our to be like this. I think i do not deserve this kind of treatment.
The feeling is kind of like jealous? or it feels like what you have been nurtured is a waste and it turns into ash in a split of second.
However, playing the question in my mind for some time, i realize that i actually shouldn't be jealous or angry over the matter as everyone has their right to choose who to become their closer friend . I just feel hurt because i am so NAIVE to think that as long i am good to my friends, they will return it to me as well. or maybe i am just a control freak?
Therefore, i cant be mad at anyone.
WHAT SAY YOU?
Need a fruitful advice or i keep playing the question in my mind.
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